So... since that bad incident on the last day of term I went on holiday and thought about how much I despised them for their silliness and tried to defeat my fear of approaching strangers.

I had to shoot a portraiture project called ' Portraiture in Environment ' which basically means a person within some place that tells a story. I chose a theme for myself - Photographers around the world. Which I thought would help me conquer the akwardness between my subject and I by having the common obbession with photography.

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It didnt help. I'm not good with meeting new people. Some people were nice but I didnt know what to say to those who seemed in a hurry to get away from me. But no one I approached said no which was interesting. I was expecting someone to say no or prove I was actually a photography student.

But I've been developing another project in the darkroom for a crit on monday. I love that place. Its so cool and exciting to be involved in the process and watch the images develop under your eyes. my Negatives were really underexposed and my teacher said I would have difficulty in getting the images out nicely. But what do you know most of them I only had to do twice which is pretty incredible.. So much fun.

Otherwise I guess I should probably be trying to scan in some photographs and show you all eh? maybe today.

Well in other news - Im driving. Its the most scariest thing I've done in a looong loong time. I hate clutches. I hate my inability to get any better and my test is in September. I dont even know why Im doing this. Theres is no way Im going to get a car anytime soon. My parents sold my brothers old rust bucket and there was no way I was driving that thing anytime soon (we had that car since I was like 7 or something). Plus they dont have money.. plus I dont have money - Im in debt actually. which is funny because I need a car to get to work when I eventually do but then I dont have money for the car or the petrol. Then I have to take into account the interest I need to pay back a month let alone the loan itself XD lol its going to be funnnnnny.

But right now Im looking forward to seeing the boyfriend and spending as much time as humanly possible with him. aaaaah love XD